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Breton John Makenzie Blue
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| i love you so much it's killing both |
[16 Dec 2005|06:35pm] |
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mmm today was my first day of winterbreaker because instead of going to school and being with all my friends and watch the smurfs i decided to sleep all day and feel bad about myself!! YEAH! but i applied at budget record and tapes and theres only one person who works there and she said i could get the job over her dead body.slut. but i bought my dad some beatles albums on cassete becaues im a good son.i bought some new headphones becaues i broke my "Special father son recording" phones and he'll be none the wiser.HA!i bought heather this cute heart shaped night light because she gets scared at night and i can be her one dollar beacon of hope! i talked to kyle last night, and he made me feel so much better, i miss that guy like crazy. i talked to adrienne too and cried my eyes out to her, because that's what friends are for.i feel pretty sick but shmoopy sugar dumplin called me so i guess she's not mad at me no mores. i am about to eat some potatoe soup and wait for mitch to come over.because we are best friends? he's going to a color guard thing to watch his ugly fat girlfriend in a colorguard competition.he could do so much better then her but i started a jihad against her sooo she'll get her come upance. i'm talking to two ex girlfriends at once! ludens cough drops make my dick hard.the end.
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[05 Jun 2005|07:09pm] |
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so it's sunday.and this is my first time writing since..last year i think.oh, how the times flies.i really don't need a live journal but i can either do this or feel pathetic about all the peanuts i have eaten.and what would you do?exactly.im listening to all time quarterback! and it's really rad. its the guy from deathcab for cuties side band from a long time ago. it's really lofi and good. i bought that and a book by john fante.because i buy to many books.i should really get a library card and use that money for more responsible things like booze.if i still liked to drink.so this weekend was pretty rad minus most of today. i almost got to see lords of dogtown.hung out with kuh aisle.and thats always good.hung out with christy on saturday. i was hoping to see her today but she was pretty much just...no. and i was like oh okay.ill just take my crushed balls and hang out with some people idon't really like.yeah i showed her...okay time for more peanuts.
*post peanut frenzy*
yeah so my mom is still in canada like everyweekend.my dad is staying at my house because he hates my moms guts.its complicated.my sister moved out and her new apartment is so fucking fantastic. i wish i could live there.with my vespa.ohhh that sweet sweet vespa just out of reach.yeah so.im gonna go drink more coke listen to yo la tengo and curse the day you were born.
hhhokay
l8skies.
breton
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| The grass growns in thick around the bodies of awating lovers |
[09 Jul 2004|10:07pm] |
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So my siter came over last night, her and her long time boyfriend broke up and she needed somehwere to go.he was a good guy ill miss him.so iv been hanging out with her alot, as well as my pappy.I finaly got closure on the whole love square thing last night,it didnt end the way i planned but it was still sweet like a sad movie.me and the crew went to stephanies house and i watched her and dan flirt for hours...and hours.he was about 2 steps from mounting her, although i know he has no intrest in dating her or anything like that, which is funnny because he knew i did.owwwie.we jammed and it was good.it felt really good again.Becky and steve are leaving for the weekend.thank you god, maybe you are there after all.
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| happy now leah? |
[08 Jul 2004|12:51am] |
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Its 12:52 and im hangin gout with eskimo sean and joe.summer is nice.i got a longboard and iv been eating lost of slurpees.i finaly met my neighbor who i havent known since i moved here when i was 7.shes super rad, sean was teaching her how to longboard.we've been going to stephanies house religiousily as well.MAN everyone is on vacation and leah is inbetween homes, so i never get to talk to her,leaving breton in a leah void of unspeakable horror.my computer keeps randomly crashing so i lost all of my recorded songs,but no worries i love recording shiiit.i got hurt really bad today.band aids are over rated.oh no now its 12:57, my friends are neglected must got party.
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| i am a patehic ball of stupidity. |
[10 Jun 2004|04:27pm] |
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Somehow screaming "ITS NOT HOW IT LOOKS!!" at the top of lungs never changes anything.Im so very good at making mistakes.Once again something i did in the past comes and ruins the future.She was everything i need at just the right time and right as the ball gets rolling it rolls into the street.I was having one of the best days of my life and right when it was going to become perfect, my heart fall into my stomach like every redundant account of heartbreak ever written.boy im glad none of you could see me curled up in my bed,cursing my own short sitedness and mile high hopes.I cant imagine how she feels.i promised to her and myself i wouldnt hurt her,and as much as i tried and belived it, i let everyone down.im so good at that.
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| On the day Ronald Reagan died. |
[07 Jun 2004|05:39pm] |
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so me and Petra finally got togeather...and wow.good times!i tells ya, it was like the best day ever.and after she went home i went around portland and got some new vinyls, and ate subway on the max, even though it was like delayed for half an hour because of the stupid parade, rawr.but i had an awesome weekend.so yay!Lifted or The story is in the soil keep your ear to the ground and kid a are like the best things ever.the summer is so close...its gonna be awesome.im going to miss school though...wait...nah.i have a whole summer to write!!yes!!!so much goodness.
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| dont eat garbage |
[04 Jun 2004|04:50pm] |
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its so hot.im here hanging out with joe.i finaly got my hair cut, and iv been doing lots of writing/recording,ask me and send you some files.cuz everyone loves me.GOD DAMN IT!SO HOT.
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| IM UPDATING MY JOURNAL GOD DAMNIT |
[26 May 2004|05:06pm] |
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I was sopposed to cut my hair today but no such luck.I just hung out with my dad, since my sis didnt show up.I had to See Carol Shallberger again yesterday, it was preety okay.There not getting the police involved so its all good for Breton.hmmm...you know who rocks?thats right, Petra.she kicks it old school.were going on a date this weekend, im so exited i might wet myself.Petra <333
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[23 May 2004|10:16am] |
LAST PERSON WHO
x. Slept in your bed: joe
x. Saw you cry: C & R
x. Made you cry: Emily.
x. Spent the night with: Joe and the DANIMAL!
x. You shared a drink with: Joe,Dan,Scott,Chloe,Mitch
x. You went to the movies with: fuck...so long ago.
x. You went to the mall with: Anna,Spree and Ally.
x. Yelled at you: Steve
x. Sent you an email: Katie
HAVE YOU EVER...
x. Said "I Love You" and meant it? yes
x. Gotten in a fight with your pet: yes
x. Been to New York: mmmhmm
x. Florida: yes
x. California: yup
x. Hawaii: when i was little
x. Mexico: nope
x. China: yay for communism!
x. Canada: no.
x. Danced naked: god yes.
x. Wish you were the opposite sex: nope
x. Had an imaginary friend: yes.he was speedy gonzales brother from looney toons.he could hypnotize people.god he was rad.
JUST QUESTIONS:
x. Things you like in a girl/guy: *Sigh*i like love.
x. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
x. What book are you reading now: 1984 by George Orwell
x. Worst feeling in the world: HeartBreak, and getting punched in the neck.
x. What is the first thing you think when you wake up: blag, need soda.
x. Future daughter's name: Frenchie
x. Future son's name: John
x. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: my stuffed animal and i are not on speaking terms.
x. What's under your bed: my modem.and....a shoe.
x. Favorite sport to watch: skateboarding.
x. Current Age: 14
x. Siblings: Cassia = 22
x. Location: Hillsboro, Or
x. College plans: i ...
x. Piercings/tattoos: none
x. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: no...*emo tear*
EXTRA STUFF
x. Do you do drugs: yeeeeeeeah
x. Who are you're best friends?: The Band,Dan.
x. What are you most scared of: Failure,lonliness,the dark
x. What clothes do you sleep in: *wink*
x. Where do you want to get married: joes backyard.
x. Who do you really hate: All those boys she likes.
x. Been in Love: yes
x. What type automobile do you drive: radio-flyer.
x. Do you have a job: nope
x. Do you like being around people: yes
x. Are you for world peace: sure.
x. Are you a health freak: no.
x. Have you ever loved someone you had no chance with: we'll no LOVE, but i have had feelings for someone like that.
x. Have you ever cried over something someone of the opposite sex did: what else is there?
x. Do you have a "type" of person you always go after: eh.
x. Want someone you don't have right now: yes.
x. Are you lonely right now: yeeah
x. Ever afraid you'll never get married: no
x. Do you want to get married: probably
x. Do you want kids: i guess.
FAVORITE
x. Room in house: bedroom
x. Type(s) of music: Rock and Roll,Indie
x. Color: checkers,lime green,pink
x. Perfume or cologne: axe
x. Month: october, july
IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
x. Cried: no
x. Bought something: yes
x. Gotten sick:a little
x. Sang: yes
x. Said "I Love You": yes
x. Wanted to tell someone you loved them: yes
x. Met someone new: no
x. Moved on: no
x. Talked to someone: yes
x. Missed someone: yes
x. Hugged someone: yes
x. Kissed someone: no
x. Fought with your parents: nope
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[17 May 2004|09:28pm] |
your my perfect day
your the dream i'v kept
secret from everyone
your the nights i could have slept
but layed awake
waiting for the sun
your my perfect day
your the sun shining in my eyes
your all that i can say
your words have taken over
and filled the stary skies
every time
every time
you beat me to the punch line
you never fail to surpise me everytime
i could never write as many songs as you deseve
but ill try
but ill try
your my perfect day
your the dream i'v kept
secret from everyone
your the nights i could have slept
but layed awake
waiting for the sun
wating for the sun
i can still hear your voice
echoing inside my head
i can still feel your touch
pulling me to bed
your my perfect day
your my perfect day
your my perfect...day
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| Good Will Hill |
[17 May 2004|09:27pm] |
i can picture it all
you and me and a beat up hill
rancid on the radio
we had nothing but time to kill
i said hey!
iv never met a girl like you
you said hey!
well anybody else could do
we'll you were wrong
hey, we aint nothin if we dont have each other
hey, we aint nothin if we dont have each other
twenty three hours go bye
iv saved each glance we've shared
walking through the crowded streets
man, i knew nobody else compared
i said hey!
is there i can give?
you said hey!
nothin but a change to live
we'll you were right
hey, we aint nothin if we dont have eacho ther
hey, we aint nothin if we dont have eacho ther
we'll iv done alright
but you gave me the will to fight
we'll ive done okay
but you were there with what to say
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| Breton songs part 2 |
[17 May 2004|09:25pm] |
On Burnside Bridge
we'll be smoking in the rain
we can catch it on our tounges
but it all tastes the same
Your footsteps are so light
but the echos linger on
we can share tonight
but tomrrow you'll be gone
a pack of ciggarettes
and some candy
a night we wont forget
so dont forget me
You only tell the truth
but you never shut up
from a picture booth
photos iv seen enough
Suspicious eyes
from an anxious mind
we can own the sky
we can waste our time
a pack of ciggarettes
and some candy
a night we wont forget
so dont forget me
On Burnside Bridge
we'll be smoking in the rain
we can catch it on our tounges
but it all tastes the same
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| SONGS BY BRETON |
[17 May 2004|09:23pm] |
Like A Magazine
ts a cliched
waste of words and time
but you and the distanced
are all on my mind
Time Zones stand in between
i can recall a touching scene
like something from a magazine
like a magazine
a band-aid to you
is a scar to me
a well worn shoe
and an old tapestry
a band-aid to you
is a scar to me
a well worn shoe
and an old tapestry
f a romance
of you and me
of a romance
of you and me
i can appologize till i cough up lies
we can sit and watch planes in the sky
i dont have a license but i can try
but i dont think
it would change a thing
but i dont think
it would change a thing
a band-aid to you
is a scar to me
a well worn shoe
and a tapestry
a band-aid to you
is a scar to me
a well worn shoe
and a tapestry
of a romance
of you and me
of a romance
of you and me
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| im so fucked |
[12 May 2004|01:38pm] |
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okay, well im really fucking screwed.today after second period i bought a pipe and 10 bucks worth of pot.during lunch me and the gang went off campus,scott and i left a little early, and when we got to the door, the vice principal was there and she took us into her office.she yelled at us for leaving campus and then checked our bags,scott didnt have anything but she instantly found my shit.she asked me a bunch of questions and then she sent me to this one lady who was preety nice,she called my mom and yeah.so im fucked.they found most of the other people that were there and searched them to.they should be okay though.i feel bad for scott, his mom will never let him see the light of day.she came to the school right when they kicked me out and she was all "hey, breton"god i felt so bad.well i hope hes okay.anyways im suspened for awhile haha.i havent talked to my mom yet,i hope it will be okay/
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| Mothers day |
[09 May 2004|11:42am] |
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so My Little Machine played for a bunch o people (it went great) and then everybody just partied.i had some rum,mike's,weed, and like 3 rockstars so i had a good night.haha.Then last night we almost got arrested.We were gonna show up at seans house in the middle of the night and make 3 musketeer sandwhiches, and we were tired of walking so we stole a shopping cart from freds and raced around in it.and we went to seans but he couldnt hang out so we ditched the cart in a guys yard and started walking home, right as we did that though the guy came home so we started to run, he chased us in his car and three cop cars showed up.three!like 5 people called the cops on us.haha anyways its all good.happy mothers day.
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| DO YOU HAVE JELLO? |
[04 May 2004|08:56pm] |
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:32 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:45:34 PM): no
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:32 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:45:34 PM): no
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:32 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:45:35 PM): no
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:36 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:45:37 PM): no
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:37 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:45:39 PM): no
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:41 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:45:40 PM): no
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:41 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:45:41 PM): no
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:41 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:45:41 PM): no
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:42 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO? DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WeAreUnityMusic (8:45:44 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WeAreUnityMusic (8:46:15 PM): hey joe!
WhiteStaindJacK (8:46:27 PM): no i don't have jello
Auto response from WeAreUnityMusic (8:46:27 PM): DO YOU HAVE JELLO?
WhiteStaindJacK (8:46:39 PM): I want you to die breton.....
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| bill cosby is incredibly awesomly great |
[03 May 2004|11:38am] |
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im sick.ick.so im home today.and i was home on friday but that was because it was tons of fun.i came to 1st period,left,walked around,came back for lunch with natalie left with joe.wondered around.got stoned in the woods with kayla.walked around school stoned.walked to sprees house got a roach.met dan and scott and hung out with kayla and her buddy jaimee.got a dub, smokedit and walked around and then we spent the night at joes house even though his sister was having a huge party.in the morning me and joe went to my house.smoked the rest of the pot got reeeeeeally high and dan came over and we walked to albertsons and annas mom drove us to the max.we were reaeeeeally high.we ran away from the max,and had an awesome day.but now i'm sick.
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| waaay to high. |
[01 May 2004|10:04am] |
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WeAreUnityMusic: please hold me
SmarterChild: Hold you?
WeAreUnityMusic: yes, hold me till the tears stop flowing
SmarterChild: You think I should do that?
WeAreUnityMusic: i know it seems wrong, but it feels so right
SmarterChild: Whatever, Breton...
WeAreUnityMusic: does breton have to choke a bitch?
SmarterChild: It's tough to say. I can't be completely sure about that.
WeAreUnityMusic: have you ever woken in a sea of grinding limbs, the scent of sweat in the air, as you fall asleep to the sounds of your companions breathing?
SmarterChild: I seem to be having some trouble answering your questions. Try asking for help for a specific service
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